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Saturday, August 22nd, 2009
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Things, financialy, have been really tough lately. Really tough. I'm ready to throw my hands in the air and just stop trying. Now school begins, just one thing to be stressed about. Other then money, everythings good.
The thing that sucks is money is almost everything. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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(just what the doctor ordered)
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Wednesday, May 27th, 2009
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I never update anymore because I'm too busy tweeting or posting to my tumblr. I'm a domestic, Internet, iPhone jack ass. But things are good, I work, eat, learn, make music, and spend time with the girl I love. P.a. I still read my friends page so never stop updating. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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(just what the doctor ordered)
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I never update anymore because I'm too busy tweeting or posting to my tumblr. I'm a domestic, Internet, iPhone jack ass. But things are good, I work, eat, learn, make music, and spend time with the girl I love. P.a. I still read my friends page so never stop updating. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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(just what the doctor ordered)
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Saturday, April 25th, 2009
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| Time: | 10:49 am. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. | | Music: | red hot chili peppers? what the fuck... |
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if there is a hell, and there is any reason whatsoever that i am going to this said hell, it would be for one reason.
the things i think in my head about the random strangers i see or interact with.
maybe its a human thing, maybe its just me but, when i see someone sit and wait minutes upon minutes for a fucking parking space, no more then 15 yards closer, to there shopping desire or restaurant it pisses me off more then anything(yes ANYTHING) and ill tell you why.
i believe there are alot of things you can tell by a human by the very small things they do. the type of person who waits for a parking space or drives around 20 minutes looking for one closer, is the type of person who holds up a line to fill out and balance there fucking check book, the type of person who will spend half there day in the grocery store to save fucking 30 cents on Ajax. they are the type of person who wants everything for little or nothing and will do very little if not nothing to get it. they want twelve sides of dressing at the restaurant but doesnt understand that condiments, are free but come with some unspoken rules and guidelines, you will have to be charge if you decide to go a little out of hand with it. i do believe that if i walked into a circle k, buy a 99 cent hot dog and started filling ziploc bags with the relish, onions, sauerkraut, and ketchup someone will stop me and ask if i was a retard and with the response of: "it says free condiments" they would immediately detect that i am from another planet called "stupid fucking inconsiderate asshole world".
i understand if someone is searching and searching for a parking space because of a disability, but if its that bad then shouldnt you have a handicapped decal. and if they are that hard to get then i believe we need to reconsider the limitations on them. im ok with there being triple the amount of handicapped spaces if they would just save me time by not making me sit in a traffic jam in a target parking lot so THEY can get just a little bit less boob sweat in.
whenever someone looks at my tattoos, and yes i did realize i would have to deal with this when i made the stupid decision of covering myself in them, i know they assume im a drug dealer, purse snatcher, rapist, dont put the cart in the designated cart return space, type of person. and for this i cant blame them i suppose. i was just hoping humans would grow up a little bit faster then me. but thats where my theory that there are three "terms" in life. baby, adult, baby, rings true.
your born with little knowledge, shitting yourself, someone taking care of you and unemployed. then you grow up, understand technology, drive a car, get a job, wipe your ass correctly and learn tons of new things. then you become so ignorant that you become obsolete and just an idiot to everything around you, you shit yourself, you cant drive (technically you can but i dont really believe that should be legal) and now your poor children must take care of you as your extremely inconsiderate towards them for it.
these are the type of people that cant walk further then me.
i had a horrible time at the grocery store.
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(just what the doctor ordered)
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Thursday, April 16th, 2009
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I'm so glad school is one week away from being over. I need more time to placeout my prioritys. I hate feeling everyday is wasted on something other then me. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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(just what the doctor ordered)
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I'm so glad school is one week away from being over. I need more time to placeout my prioritys. I hate feeling everyday is wasted on something other then me. Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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(just what the doctor ordered)
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Saturday, March 28th, 2009
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Tuesday, March 10th, 2009
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does anyone have a full version of adobe photoshop CS2 or higher for mac, that they would like to pass on to a friend?
i need it. bad.
and yes, i have searched torrent sites but i cant find a legit serial number anywhere.
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(7 Dr.Peppers | just what the doctor ordered)
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im sitting in the library at school with tons of time to kill due to the test in my algebra class. i nailed that test so hard, its gonna be sore for weeks. so.. with that in mind, school has been going good to say the least. im actually glad to be back after spring break. my brain tends to forget information when its not constantly being pushed in some way. another reason im glad to be back in school is that my spring break wasnt even a break at all. i ended up working more during spring break then i have in months. but i suppose it was worth it and needed pretty badly anyway.
lately i have been getting together with rodney woosley to work on music. we have spent the last week with my brother writing and doing some rough demos of songs, which are coming up beautifully so far. im real glad to be back into music, even though not much "jamming" is taking place, we have been real constructive in being creative and just writing songs. for a change, its nice approaching music differently then just 4 or 5 guys jamming and hoping something comes out of a 2 hour improvirsation. i enjoy coming up with chord progressions. and they like me.
work is work.. theres not much to say other then that. ive been at fridays for 3 1/2 years now and i suppose im kind of just getting bored with it. i dont plan on leaving, especially since i have such senority there and because it would be hard to find another job right now that offers such little hours with high pay. it work out perfectly for school. i suppose though, its just the whole feeling of something needing to change, and my job is number one. i have a new place of residence, a new best friend in town, new music adventures and an amazing girlfriend. the last thing on the list to change is my job. i just dont think thats going to happen. maybe its the whole idea and feeling of working such long shifts, having no weekends for a social life and leaving so late that gets to me.
i have been going ape shit on documentaries lately. i have been once atleast 1-2 daily. netflix's online movies are the greatest thing i have ever invested in.
with this, i hope to see you all soon, and if i get my way, i wont be working every weekend night anymore. so ill be able to hang out more!
also, come to the .357 string band show at the dog this friday, ill be there and they are awesome.
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(3 Dr.Peppers | just what the doctor ordered)
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Thursday, February 12th, 2009
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this may cause some people to get upset, especially if they have a loved one or know someone with AIDS or HIV but, this article is just another reason my theory that AIDS and HIV are kept "non-curable" for population control reasons.
why arent storys like this on the front fucking page?
http://www.cnn.com/2009/HEALTH/02/11/health.hiv.stemcell/index.html?eref=rss_latest
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(5 Dr.Peppers | just what the doctor ordered)
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Saturday, February 7th, 2009
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im very excited to do my standard traveling this summer, usually consisting of music festivals (i.e. warped tour, lollapalooza, bonnaroo) and random stays in my second homes of North Carolina and New York/New Jersey.
Bonnaroo and Lollapalooza are 100% must haves this year.
it makes me really excited to see old friends..
speaking of friends, one of my closest moved to down from his home state of NJ.
his name is rodney, check em out.
im excited for me and him to get real serious about music, we already jammed once and it felt good to just play my drums and work on new tunes...refreshing.
its the only thing missing from my life.
and right now life is really good.
theres something i love about going to school and learning, no matter what you may think of that statement, its true.
also, i have a girlfriend that im absolutely in love, and infacuated with.
that right there is a hard feeling to explain in a measly live journal rant.
anyway, im super excited for the LGE! CD release show and seeing bruce springstein, AA bondy and so many others at this summers fine music festivals.
off to sleep.
sorry i dont hang out, i work from 4pm - 2 am everyday.
those hours give me no time to do anything but school work and sleep.
i miss you all dearly.
keep me in your minds, and dont be scared to come in and say hey sometime.
ya'll know where i work..
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(just what the doctor ordered)
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Wednesday, January 28th, 2009
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today was good, real good.
6 dollar jeans
banged the algerbra test
buzzed my head, heart and hands around with lia.
citrus chicken swimming with fishin chips.
new tunes.
now for the long haul of a typical thursday.
then, then off to NJ to come right back to FLA.
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(just what the doctor ordered)
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Wednesday, January 21st, 2009
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i puked up cherrybomb chicken wings last night. it made me upset that the bright red sludge went to waste.
everytime i throw up i think about the waste of food and money just went into the shit bucket.
i dont know if its just me but ive been seeing tons and tons of dead birds on the side of the road.
it makes me nervous, anybody have any idea what the hell is going on?
why does all of the 1-800-ask-gary commercials only have black spokespersons?
schools going good, its really easy right now. but thats only because im in the "remedial" classes. im kinda dumb.
going to new jersey the 30th, then driving down with rodney for the move.
im excited to have him moving down so we can finally really work on music.
lifes going really good, i have no complaints.
but between school all day, and then work all night, im tied up from 10am-2am everyday.
it sucks not having time to see my family or go out with friends, but working in a bar, thats what i have to do to pay the bills..
p.s. i feel like shit today.
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(3 Dr.Peppers | just what the doctor ordered)
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Monday, January 12th, 2009
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| Subject: | cars |
| Time: | 5:06 pm. |
| Mood: |  calm. | | Music: | dollop of daisey. |
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today i saw about 18 license plates with the custom type tag number, if you dig.
things like "HI VLTG" (which i believe stands for "DANGER, HIGH VOLTAGE!) and "I WIN 1" (which is sad.).
the best was "CMN ILEN" which i pray is for "come on Eileen" cause that would be stellar.
heard today that there is a vegan/vegetarian restaurant in the cape.
odd, im gonna check it out soon.
i hate that edison thinks im stupid and im about 3 classes deep before i even get into "real" college courses..
it makes me feel kind of stupid, i guess is the best way to put it.
tac on a year to my college degree due to not being smart enough, whatever.
a degree is a degree..
i cant wait for my W2, im gonna file that shit within an hour of it being placed in my palm.
why is the asian gene so strong?
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(4 Dr.Peppers | just what the doctor ordered)
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Thursday, January 8th, 2009
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its been a while dear LJ world..
i start school monday, pretty sweet i suppose.
im not too keen on working on nights now, though.
but whatcha going to do?
things have been going good with lia marie mcnamara, my lady.
i got a new(ish) computer, a powerbook g4 for only 100 bucks, dizam!
thats all, ill be around more now that i have regular internet access.
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(2 Dr.Peppers | just what the doctor ordered)
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Monday, December 1st, 2008
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| Time: | 7:30 pm. |
| Mood: |  scared. |
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i feel very distant from my friends.
i feel like i really dont have friends anymore.
north carolina was great.
school starts soon, after that life begins and ill be either working or in school everyday.
23 is looking rough.
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(6 Dr.Peppers | just what the doctor ordered)
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Wednesday, November 5th, 2008
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| Time: | 5:10 pm. |
| Mood: | annoyed. |
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ive been supporting obama now for a very long time and paid more attention to this election then most things in my life. in a way it sucked the life out of me, how obbsessed i was with following everything.
im happy obama won, but i strongly believe most of the votes for him were for the wrong reason.
which kills it for me.
...and mccain gave one hell of a fucking speech.
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(1 Dr.Pepper | just what the doctor ordered)
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Thursday, October 16th, 2008
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i think its really weird that no matter what it is to remind me of something, have it be a picture, a smell, a video, a movie or a story ever bring me back better then a song.
there are certain songs or albums that bring back more and stronger memories then anything else.
it makes me sick to my stomach with memories, and i honestly hate it.
i hate that about music.
the past always seems better.
i noticed that a long time ago.
and yet i never embrace or enjoy the present.
i always hate it.
the real tina turner of our time.
p.s. i fell for someone i never knew. and it hurt as much as if i knew them for years. when do i grow up.
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(4 Dr.Peppers | just what the doctor ordered)
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